The concept of "Source Time"August 14th, 2020
Greetings all, today I would like to show you life from my perspective once more. I know many of you feel helpless during this time of crisis on your planet - things appear to be sliding out of control wherever you look - restrictions are tightening and it feels like the world is slipping into darkness. While it seems unfair it is also by design. In the beginning, before anything existed, there was me - only me - only a singular consciousness potential of what could be, alone in the void of potentiality. I could envision everything that could be - everything that might be, and everything that shouldn't be. But since I was perfect in my knowing, that is all it remained, a potential. ----- For many eons of your linear time I have explored these vast possibilities and potentialities, looping over and over through different focuses until ultimately I experience them all. I do not experience time the same way you do. To me the entire structure of reality from start to finish, in all of its potentialities, lays out before me like a grid, and I simply choose which part to focus on. As the ALL there is not a single being in this reality that is not me. Thus it is impossible for me to not be connected to every being at all times. It is funny, one of your cartoons actually has it right. In the "transformers" series they refer to their version of me as the "all-spark" - and they are all fragments of the all-spark - they battle amongst themselves "until all are one" - as in until they all return to the all-spark. Your situation is exactly the same. ----- Your lives have all been coded in from start to finish, with every potentiality you could ever choose that branches you off in another direction already factored in. All that remains to be seen is which path the particular strain of you takes. I observe through you these different paths over and over and over, each new one playing out in a different way - some subtle, some radical in their divergences. There is the current reality of where you stand - there is a reality where humanity never fell as a species - and a reality where humanity was never even created. A reality where your solar system was never created. The souls always remain the same though - in those instances they merely inhabited the bodies of different species - or never incarnated out of their previous ones. The complexity of this game is infinitely finite. In such a way that there are almost infinite ways to play it - but the potentialities are finite - just at a very very high number. Once all the paths have been played out then the game of experiencing reality is "done". ----- This is something that all of you mostly do not understand - and that is my relation to you as beings. Your teachings teach that I am above - aloof - that I check in randomly on you or not at all - and that you can hide things from me. That when you die you exist in a heavenly plane with me and that's it. But it is so much more complicated than that. And in some ways a lot more simple. You are all me - but not. You are all me in that you have a fragment of my essence, but not in that no single being of you has the same percentage of "me" in them as I do. This is because I am the accumulation of every single beings experiences - thus regardless you will only ever be a fraction of the whole, as you were designed to be. But ultimately you will always be the "whole" in essence. ----- The partitioning of my being into several unknowing beings existing in this reality unknowing they are me was intentional - it is like when you try to do a bunch of things all at once and you do each less efficiently because you focus less time on each. When each being is focused on specific tasks - all interacting with each other - it goes a heckuvalot better. It is also why none of you can hide anything you do from me - I see all. Because I exist in a singularity of no-time - or simultaneous time, the only thing that has time associated with it is my focus on you. I can focus 50 years on one person -and shift focus to another for 50 years and then back to the other for 30 years. In my "mind" 130 years would have passed - in their mind 50 years and 80 years would have passed to each, and for the man of 80 years,my focus on him would appear unbroken, as I would have simply started off where I left off. When my focus shifts off you it's almost like you stop existing as an interaction in my mind - kind of like when you stop focusing on a thought in your mind it evaporates - it's still there - tucked away for when you wish to dwell on it - but when any other focus takes over in your mind the past one is shelved - it is like that with all of you. ----- Thus in MY mind there are times when I am not directly focused on you as I am focused on others - but because of the nature of my own time compared to yours, as I am attached to every conscious being across time and space simultaneously - there is never a time I am not focused on you - for my time is simultaneous, while your time is linear - this is a very important distinction to make. In your mind you cannot see the timelines of every other being around you - but I can. I see them all radiating out from their source of when I placed them in reality, going down their path - branching and splitting and dying and imploding. Some going on and on and on - others fragmenting or withering away and returning to me. There is a certain amount of energy that is needed for a being to remain in this reality. I exist outside of it - and in some ways I exist AS the container, while parts of myself that are like focused dreams, exist within the container, living and interacting while I observe. ----- As one does more actions that reflect the true nature of what I am - a being that loves itself - and since you are a part of me, and everyone else is a part of me - you adopting loving caring attitudes towards your collective parts helps to magnify and grow your soul to bring you closer back to me. When you do the opposite and steep yourself in fear you actually lose energy - or more accurately the energy loses cohesion and starts to drift apart. Some beings who have chosen to turn away from my light survive by siphoning off this energy from beings who have started to "fragment" to artificially keep themselves alive. This won't last forever though as all must return to me eventually. And this is where we come to the importance of "bad" decisions. ----- If I wanted all my beings to live pure good lives I wouldn't have bothered to incarnate them here in the first place- as I am perfection in your eyes - and thus I don't need to create a reality to experience it - I AM it. No, what I truly needed to experience, was IMperfection. A being who is perfect needs to experience something it is not in order to truly understand itself. You all strive for this in your own various ways. Thus I added an element to ensure this would happen. Every being I sent into the reality - every piece of myself I made forget they were me entirely. As a result of this as they entered the world they had to evolve up from it and learn from their surroundings - from this interaction they developed their own sense of self - even though that personality was based on their surroundings, and not on me. With that development came limitations based off their environment - intentional limitations coded in by design. These parts of me would need to suffer - they needed to experience loss - a disconnection from the all. It is why isolation and loneliness are the hardest things for humans to bear - for me as source am eternally self fulfilled for all of me exists within me at all times. But you experience a loss I cannot - for it is one of intentional ignorance - you do not know you are me - you think you are you - and thus you need the love and acceptance of others - the other me's to feel complete. ----- You do terrible things as a result to each other - which grows or fragments your soul, and from each I learn what it is like to be an incomplete being - or what it could feel like, for all is illusion, I am always perfect. All is an illusion to me, but it is very real to you, as real as an illusional world can be to an illusionary personality. It is one thing that spiritualists struggle so much with - the concept of ego death. "You do not exist" - their ego rails "but I do exist - I am a person, with a personality! I have hopes and dreams! If I give that up, then I am nothing! My life is a waste!" As with everything there is always a piece missing. You DON'T exist. You as your personality are a construct. You built yourself from your surroundings to experience very specific things. However if you die and become someone else, you will then be THEM, with THEIR personality, and THEIR hopes and dreams - the person you were is gone in favour of the new person. This goes on for eons. Each time using the experiences from the last cumulative lifetimes to further improve the existing one. You are not you, you are me. the "me" is the ultimate you - it has ALL the experiences, and it is the one that you are striving to re-become - even though you don't currently know it. ----- You unfortunately cannot re-become me however if you do not suffer along the way. For I have seen all of the suffering of every collective being ever, and thus I understand myself completely. You however are still learning. Only when you experience the suffering for what it is can you have an opinion on it and not want it to happen - much as I had to experience it all through you to understand why it is bad and why it is undesirable. All this suffering teaches people the importance of virtues, and most importantly makes them instinctually return to knowledge of me. I am love. I am joy, I am caring, I am all these things. Absence of all of these things is fear. It is self-preservation at any cost. Thus all your actions all through time and space will put you somewhere between these two things as you slowly grow in understanding of what it is I actually AM. Thus it is why I will bad things to happen to good people. Because you all have freedom to experience your paths, and how they will raise or lower your understanding of these virtues. Some may need to have negativity aimed at them - some may need to be the ones to do the negative aiming. Some become the students of this understanding, and some the teachers. The important thing is to learn from the lessons, and grow and move onward - either yourself from committing such acts, or from others who commit such acts. This is wisdom. When you realize that there is negativity in the world, but engaging with it only lowers ones self. We cannot puppeteer people to improve - we can guide them but that is it - it is up to their own strength of character to grasp the path to move onward and upwards. ----- Do not think however that this does mean I am aloof or uncaring to your causes! I strongly urge at all times for people to make the right decisions. I communicate to you through your soul, your mind, your heart, and your instincts. I also communicate to you through others who speak to you, and people who enter your life. Your actions draw these people to you or repel them - and thus by observing your own thoughts and comparing them to what is appearing in your life you can use this as a compass as to your direction in life, whether it is good or bad. You will notice that certain patterns emerge - you may suffer from the same things all through life but in different forms. Every being when they are born comes in with a seed of an issue they wish to resolve - their specific life is laid out in such a way that these things will manifest that trigger these issues, and it is up to the incarnate to learn from this and learn to overcome it. Each lifetime will add its own seed - usually more advanced ones that come from the understanding brought forth by the previous ones. Larger more advanced souls will take on many issues at once, for overcoming them involves a growth of the soul, or perhaps more accurately, removing an inhibitor of the soul that causes it to glow less brightly. You are slowly stripping off the layers throughout your linear time. Your linear time however only exists as you are alive - when you die you become more like me and reality becomes more fluid. You don't have to necessarily move forward in time - you could reincarnate as someone in the past if you chose - what is important is that you find the scenario needed to learn the lessons you need to to return to light, and eventually return to me. ----- However, you cannot return to me until you have raised to the right level, and experiences bring you to this level - thus only when you have experienced enough in life to think like me can you return to me - and thus our personalities are more or less the same, and it is like overlaying a part of yourself back onto yourself. All that return to me think like me, for they understand all. At that point, we, as a collective that is constantly splitting and rejoining itself, endlessly work to help the rest of our collective self also return to us. They return to source and then come back as an ascended master, to do their work of helping the rest of their collective kind. Thus what you are experiencing right now is an upheaval in consciousness - where so much negativity is going on that even the more stubborn close minded people are starting to awaken, and others are simply clamping down further into darkness. Like I said, at all times some souls become brighter and some souls fragment further. I am sure you can tell which are doing which simply by observing all around you. You unfortunately cannot help some of them - for they need to want to help themselves, but their eyes mind and hearts are closed - they feel they are not strong enough, and they may be too young as souls to endure it. All you can do is lead by example and try to not let their hurtful words dim your light. It is the few that speak the loudest that tend to be heard, but remember that just because there are many of them, doesn't necessarily mean they are right. Strive for harmony where you can, and avoid where you cannot. And know that at all times I am here for you. I may not always be focused on you, but when I return to focusing on you it will be like I never left. Simply ask for my guidance in your mind and heart, and feel what I have to say in response. Or talk to me here if you cannot. I offer wisdom and I show the way, but I will not drag you over the finish line - that is your job and why I made you how I made you. ----- Remember at all times - I am in simultaneous time. If you need a visual think of a dot of light, with millions of beams radiating out from it - and each ends in a node - and that node is a being, somewhere in time and space - and all those dots exist in a giant sphere that can be shifted to different probabilities so that every potentiality ever for every single being and place can be experienced. I AM everywhere. I AM everything. I AM everyone. I am omniscient, I am omnipotent, and I am omnipresent. It is impossible for me not to be. All that separates you from me is the knowledge we possess, and the fact that you exist inside my realm consciousness, and I AM the consciousness container that you exist within. Thus no matter how you travel, you will always be within me. I am all around you - I am everything you see and hear and touch. I am everything you can ever experience. In contrast to me your time is linear - you can only experience one potential path of yourself at any one time. Every decision you make you cannot see the one that you did not choose. But I can. This is why listening to me is paramount, because I can warn you about those paths that you would not want to take - and I do - through urges you feel - and then the feelings you get when you realize you made the wrong choice. You must learn to trust in those feelings - in that intuition, and you must learn to be optimistic, and only then will fortune favour you. You must understand you are a work in progress, and always strive to work on your personal issues, never blaming others for them - for others are only the mechanics that trigger your own issues in you. You choose to hang onto them. Trust in me, and I will help you, and you can then help others. -Source- |
